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By the end of this year, Lisa wants:

1. Lose 5 kg – jog & gym regularly
2. Wake up early and fresh everyday – 7 am
3. Renewal in her spiritual life – daily quiet times
4. Get CAP > 4.0
5. Buy one special handbag..hmmm..hmmmm
6. Majoring in Finance, or Marketing, or Management (confused!)
7. More new friends
8. Job!! I have to know what job I like and in what field I will enjoy and succeed.
9. Better relationship – steady and fruitful one, of course!
10. NOT Procrastinating!!

P.S. I’m tempted to own a Blackberry, too.

Just feel like blogging today. Listening again and again to Heart of a Servant.

hmmm…

no longer I but Christ living in me.

My eyes set on You on this race that I run

No longer my ways but Your will be done…

I was reflecting on these past few weeks & thinking abt what i want in the future…or at least 5 years from now..

i still dunno, still unsure abt my qualifications, which job i should take on maybe in the next 4-5 years……..

how about the future?  should i do honours? should  i find a job next year? God please help me. I am grateful with what I have now. But, please again, help me

Thank You God for helping me in my modules this sem.

Thank You Jesus for a perfect A-grade HRM Report which is due this friday.

Thank You Jesus for giving me the strength to wake up early 6:30 tommorow morning to finish my work.

Thank You Jesus for the wonder ful Finance Midterm this Saturday. I know when I’m lost, I can always look up to You.

Thank You for the great Chinese midterm and composition next week! Thank God I scored full marks

Thank You for an awesome interview next tuesday. Thank You for giving me an opportunity to get in.  Thank God for better viewpoints and opportunity.

Thank You Jesus, for a drastic leap in my CAP this semester.

And oh..Thank You, Jesus for the dean’s list, which I never dreamt before.

No words can express my gratitude to You, for Your blessings in this semester.

….and for my life ahead my life, is Your song.

a really good song. rich harmonies. going to sing this for dnd on thursday.

When I look at you
What I always see
Is the face of someone else
Who once belonged to me
Still I can hear him laugh
Even though that melody plays on
He’s gone

When I look at you
He is standing there
I can almost breathe him in
like summer in the air
Why do you smile his smile
That heaven I’d forgotten eases through
In you

If you could look at me once more
With all the love you felt before
If you and I could dissappear into the past
And find that love we knew
I’ll never take my eyes away from you

When I look at you
He is touching me
I would reach for him
But who can hold a memory?
And love isn’t everything
This moonlight on the bed will melt away someday

Oh, you were once that someone
Who I followed like a star
Then suddenly you changed
And now I don’t know who you are
Or could it be that I never really knew you from the start

Did I create a dream
Was he a fantasy
Even a memory is a paradise for all the fools like me
Now remebering is all that I can do
Because I miss him so
When I look at you

another school semester had begun- another journey to be followed.

wednesday- this is the middle of week 5, and i am in the midst of dont-know-about-the-future feeling.

well today i want to get my priorities straight:

1. do my best. i want to be in the dean’s list this semester. i have to remember that. listen, do tutorials, and study.
2. i will not think about the aussie plans for later years. I strongly believe – if it is God’s will, the best will surely come. I had think through for the past 3 weeks and i thought it is useless to think about this tentative PLAN.
3. Like what Mrs. Maureen said earlier at the end of my high school study, “Lisa, you do not need to think so hard. The key is to have faith. Now you have many doors (University choices)…if you believe in Him, your many doors will be closed- only ONE will be open, and that is God’s answer. ”No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him -1 Cor 2:9.” I think this is true. I wasted my 3 weeks to think about this. 
4. “Dont worry about anything, instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank Him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God’s peace, which is more wonderful than the human mind can understand.” Phil 4:6-7
5. I am led to faith once again. I don’t know about tomorrow but i know what Jesus says: Many things about tomorrow I don’t seem to understand- but I know who holds tomorrow, and I  know who holds my hand! what a great song. what a great rendition.

well its mid-week 5 friends!! busyness will come very, very soon i will not think about other things- which i considered useless for now…i will study, and i will get my dean’s list.

such an ambitious statement, but the truth is, i really am. so what’s the action steps?

hmm. let me think. some points that can be improved

1. listen, listen, listen! dont let my mind wander around
2. don’t be late. i regret that i always late for chinese, ais, finance, hrm…i’ll try arrive 10 mins earlier.
3. revise revise resive. i NEVER revised so far. that’s really bad must improve.
4. do tutorials……not plainly do. do correctly.
5. understand.
6. other priorities come behind it.

…………..until next time. i am sure i will be back with GOOD NEWS

Today going to cut my hair. a new beginning. a new hope.

I only hope for the best

Cramming 1 module for 1 week –

hmm.. and still doesnt ‘GET IT’.

Gonna change subject today after lunch. AAAAAA…

God please HELp me. I SHOULD PAY 200% ATTENTION IN CLASS next time.

Not paying attention + slacking+ anyhow do tutorial = make me SUFFER at the end of semester.

won’t do it again.

Me:

Too ambitious at the beginning of the semester.

Week 1: Downloading course notes. Very AMBITIOUS. Looking forward.

Week 2: Still very ON. Think can finish tutorials of the week by friday.

Week 3: A bit slacking.

Week 4: ~~~

Week 5: Start preparing for midterms

Week 6: Midterms

Week 7: Midterms

Week 8: Midterms

Week 9: Projects, Presentation

Week 10: Presentation, Projects

Week 11: The pressure is high. I realized I need to catch upppppppppp

Week 12: Huaaaa.. a bit hopeless ;(

Week 13…NOW. I realized that there is still hope. Come on, press on. God is in my side. I can do all things through Him who strengthen me:)))))) Don’t lose hope. There’s still a chance for this semester.

God, please give me the strength & ability.

How can I say thanks for the things You have done for me,
Things so undeserved,
Yet You give to prove Your love for me,
The voices of a million angels,
Could not express my gratitude,
All that I am, and ever hope to be,
I owe it all to Thee.

To God be the glory,
To God be the glory,
To God be the glory,
For the things He has done,
With His blood He has saved me,
With His power He has raised me,
To God be the glory,
For the things he has done.

Just let me live my life,
Let it be pleasing Lord to Thee,
And should I gain any praise,
Let it go to Calvary.

To God be the glory,
To God be the glory,
To God be the glory,
For the things He has done,
With His blood He has saved me,
With His power He has raised me,
To God be the glory,
For the things He has done.

And like a flood, His mercy reigns…

Unending LOVE, Amazing grace.

God has been so good to me. Wonderful. These past few months had been very beautiful, I feel very touched.

When I look back, I felt God is always there for me, even sometimes I skipped my daily quiet times doing some other things.

At the start of my special semester last May, I start following my church’s fast and pray program. I must admit I didn’t really do a proper fasting at all. But I did pray for 1 hour for several days in that 21-days program. And that experience I really good. I asked God for help..I asked God for His provision, His love, and guidance in every step I’ll take.

No longer I but Christ living in me, I eyes set on You on this race that I run

No longer my way, let Your will be done.

Make me a servant my heart’s ever true.

And as I write this blog today, I had once again very good to me. He had blessed me with happiness money can’t buy and an internship in December! ) This is so unbelievable. I went for one interview and the second round I instantly got it. He is always on my side, and shown His favor upon me! Thank You Jesus